Good on you Girl - been there etc.
It's the thought of having to "put on a face" - but when you get there you realise that there's no need to, because either people don't see that worried/anxious side of you - or they're not even looking at you.
It's always the entering a venue/party/get together that gets me. Even sometimes just walking in to the office at work. Everyone looking to see what I.m wearing. Is me hair tidy etc... in truth they probably dont give a damn, & if they do well ....
:beat:sod em.