Hello everybody, I haven't been on here in ages, thought I was pretty much sorted these days but just recently the VA has hit hard. And these last few days I have had what I thought was Cystitis start, it hasn't followed the same path as when I had it in my teens though. Nowadays I get up in the morning and everything has subsided overnight but gets going again through the day, and sitting on the sofa of an evening is murder. Doesn't hurt to wee, but hurts after. Pharmacy gave me some powders to disolve this morning, 3 a day for 2 days, and said if it doesn't work, see the doc. For months I've been using Yes... then next I tried Sylk, then I used Replens MD, this is awfully messy a few hours after using it, gunk is the only way to describe it, and after Jenny Eclair's adverts for Vagisan cream, I got some of that on monday.. not really impressed, that turns to a less messy gunk but still gunk. Two years ago the doc prescribed Vagifem, around this time of year too, feeling cold, sore and miserable the pharmacies all said it was out of stock because it was rationed, they were only allowed to have a certain amount per month and they'd used theirs. Once I'd got some and used it I didn't bother trying to get any more and went for self help instead which has been reasonably successful until now. I'm wondering how much "stress" has to do with how I feel as hubby and I have had so much dumped at our door in the way of family problems I'm left wondering how to cope any more. Do you know if Vagifem is more easily obtainable now? I think I might try to get some and stay with it... Thanks for taking the time to read this... 63rd birthday tomorrow and a dentist appointment to boot.. life just gets better doesn't it?