Something is coming soon, my body is screaming it! Getting up today was torture. I have not felt this drained in awhile. My heart is just pounding. Not fast but I can sure feel it. I just want to crawl back in bed. I luckily (or unfortunately) don't work anymore. The anxiety made it impossible, I had to quit. I hated that.
I am starting to want some unhealthy food. I haven't wanted that in awhile but pizza sure sounds good, a Coca-Cola would be great and some chocolate! Maybe I should just indulge. I need to see what I have around to make something sweet, chewy and bad for me.
Oh God, please help....today I feel like I'm dying or will if I have to keep going. My chest hurts but my heart sounds fine. I can breathe fine, my blood pressure, oxygen levels etc all fine. Yes sadly I have everything to check this stuff. I just want to feel okay today. I'm sick of crying because I feel so sad or just because. It's happened before. I've felt like this before ...I keep reminding myself that. Less than 24 hours to see the doctor but it's not fast enough. My body just feels so wrong in so many ways today.