Oh, thank you so much Wrensong! I do wish you so much luck with the Evorel Conti.

After staggering, wobbling, sweating and feeling nauseous with double vision whilst trying to drag myself around Morrison's today doing the weekly shop with Hubby I've decided enough is enough. I've checked my calendar today and I'm 65 days off HRT and realise that this is how long its taken to hit rock bottom estrogen deficiency. It certainly ain't pretty! Add to that a terrifying incident at 6.15 am this morning when I thought I was literally going to die with panic!
I take it all back - life is NOT better off HRT even though I feel strangely ok in myself head wise. It's hard to explain. I feel like me mind wise but I am being plagued now by terrifying adrenal surges that last anything from 1 - 2 hours each! Is this a record, I wonder? I've timed the blighters, and let me tell you its a looooong 2 hours! They are so intense that I actually feel like I'm going to vomit.

So tonight as its the only thing I have in the house, I'm going to start with 1 pump of Oestrogel and hope, HOPE that it doesn't give me a rash. If it does, at least I'm seeing Professor Lumsden in 6 days time and hopefully we can figure something out.
Other things that have shown up literally in the last week is skin on my palms and soles of my feet that is paper thin (and I mean PAPER thin. I can hardly bear to wash my hands), an extremely dry mouth and throat, dry eyes and pretty intense muscle pain. And it hurts to walk too as it feels like I've lost the 'cushioning' on the soles of my feet. It's been fast and its been drastic - I am truly shocked! Now that I've experienced this I recommend that anyone in surgical menopause who is 2 years plus from surgery be very, very wary if tempted to stop HRT (especially if you're younger).
God knows how Kirsty Wark has managed to cope and hold down a job for the 10 years she has been off HRT after stopping it at 51 after having a hysterectomy including oopherectomy, and STILL look in remarkably good shape!
Wish me luck. I'm going very slow with this as my body will doubtless get a shock when estrogen is introduced again.
