Hi Clare11
What was your doctor thinking of? Antidepressants indeed!!!! Glad they were not for you -because the current guidelines say they should not be prescribed as the first line of treatment for hormonal issues!!! HRT is the thing - I agree with the others. One of the reasons you might have experienced the meltdown is because your oestrogen levels continue to fall quite dramatically for the two years approx, following the last period - so your symptoms may well worsen from when you were peri-menopausal.
I was your age (well a year younger maybe) when I started HRT. Now in my 60's and never looked back. It's quality of life - no need to suffer - especially at your young age while you can still be really active!
One thing I would say any HRT - is that once you are post-menopausal it is usual to prescribe a continuous combined hRT - that is, a preparation that gives you oestrogen and progestogen every day - whether by patch or tablet. It is usually the progestogen part which women find problematic - because except when pregnant - we are not programmed to have this in large quantities every day! Therefore - if you could bear to have a bleed again I would strongly recommend ( and so would many women on here) starting with a cyclical HRT - which gives a withdrawal bleed every month. Once you have found a type that suits you, you could either try a longer cycle or try continuous combined and see how you get on.
There are two combi patches as you will see from here:
http://www.menopausematters.co.uk/perimeno.php (scroll down for patches).
The progestogen in Femseven is better tolerated but some women have problems getting it to stay stuck for the whole week (the other ones are changed twice a week).
Alternatively right from the start you could try a separate patch with progestogen. Estradot are the best patches as they are so small and come in a range of doses,
http://www.menopausematters.co.uk/treatafter.php and there are two progestogens as you will see from here:
http://www.menopausematters.co.uk/to_progestogens.phpHave a read up on it all and ask any more questions you like before going back to the doc.
Go for it girl - what have you got to lose?!
Hurdity x