It will come Blossom, it seems such a long journey at the time, but then suddenly its over and you can't believe where the time went. I went on a phased return to work this week, just Mon and Tues morning. I find it incredible that nearly a year has passed since my diagnosis, 2015 is a year I would like to erase from my memory, but strangely I can also think of it as an achievement that I got through it all, especially with my health anxiety! Of course we will still have the check ups etc as a continual reminder, but I never thought I would ever get back to some sort of normality, (whatever that was!), but I have and you will too.
Linda xx