Hi blossom, sending u hugs, such a stressful time but it will pass, questions will be answered, treatments finished and you will look back and wonder how you got through it! Until then take one day at a time try not to look too far ahead.....not easy all of the time! Are there any cancer charities in your area for you to avail of free therapies such as massage, reflexology or counselling if u want it? Also the charity Breast cancer care have a support line that u can ring and arrange to speak to someone who has had a similar breast c to yourself OR if you just need to talk.
Take care x