So many of us scared and frightened ladies and it's hardly surprising when we are bombarded daily with advice on checking for this and checking that and national ' ... ' awareness day this and that. Turn on the TV and every channel has a hospital programme and you go to bed feeling for this and feeling for that. I know all this information is to help us, but sometimes too much information can be a bad thing if you have a predisposed disposition to be a worry wart. At the moment I check my boobs daily and if you've read any of my posts you'll know all about my internal piles... I still can't look when I go the loo. I am a nervous wreck!! Toffeecushion you are most definitely not alone and as others have said; the older we get the more we come into the age category of being more prone to getting certain things. I wish I could take my own advice and spend everyday as if it were my last, but alas I can't. I just pray that God is good and keeps me safe xx