Hi, I'm Mandy, I'm 49 and I take HRT (feel like I'm joining AA rather than MM
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I thought I'd post my experience on here so I can maybe help someone just starting out on HRT, and so one day I can look back and remember my journey - hopefully when I feel so good, i've forgotten how rotten it all was
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My periods started getting irregular about four and a half years ago, I've been through brain fog, lack of concentration, irritability, loss of libido and resorting to lubricant to make any sex life possible. The most sad thing was my total loss of enthusiasm for life, I didn't look forward to anything and felt like I was just existing.
No HRT for me was my battle cry! I tried every supplement going, gave them all 3-4 months to work, but nothing did. I dread to think how much I've spent over the years
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. What finally drove me to the doctors was sheer exhaustion. I'd got into a routine of going to bed early because I couldn't keep my eyes open, waking up 3 times on average with a sweat, then being wide awake and reading for an hour. When I had to get up for work I felt like death. My job was suffering, my life was a struggle and I couldn't take it anymore.
My doctor was lovely, she was happy to take my blood pressure readings as I have chronic white coat syndrome and it always goes through the roof at the surgery. She didn't ask me any family history, and as I was a desperate woman I didn't divulge that my Mum had had breast cancer, and both my parents had suffered heart disease and strokes (they were both heavy smokers and I'm not) she weighed me, gave me a printout to read and a prescription for elleste duet 1mg.
As I've not had a period for 4 months I started taking it immediately at bedtime.
Day 1 & 2 - A bit queasy first thing, slightly headachey and very sore and hard boobs - ouch!
Day 3 - Sore boobs, a bad reaction to my Friday night wine
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I hope that doesn't continue!
Day 4 & 5 - Sore boobs
Day 6 & 7 - Everything is fine apart from slight tummy ache as though I might be about to start a period
No change at all in my hot flushes or night sweats grrrr....
If anyone else is on these tablets and has any experiences to share it would be greatly appreciated.
Mandy x