Hi again everyone, if you've read any of my other posts you'll know I've been struggling with my HRT after an initial good phase. Since September ive felt low and down again and my anxiety is pretty bad also, not debilitating but a constant worry and stream of "what ifs".
I'm being treated for low estrogen and testosterone since June this year, not sure if I'm peri or not? I've been on birth control pills since the age of 16 (I'm now 40) so in effect my periods have been controlled by this so I don't even know what my cycle or periods are like naturally?
I still have all my symptoms that I had before starting treatment such as anxiety, headaches everyday, aches and pains in joints, low mood, loss of libido, tiredness, etc etc. since starting treatment my stomach has got bigger/fatter more wobbly lol and for the last 2/3 weeks I've felt quite dizzy most days and sometimes have a weird ringing in my ears, don't think its tinnitus?? But it's weird, like a humming? I've also felt really jumpy especially at night in bed, my hubby checks his phone in bed and even the noise from that makes me jump!
I'm currently on 3 pumps of Oestrogel and a tube of Testim spread over 2 weeks, I am supposed to take Utrogestan each month but since my first attempt in September (felt awful) that's been delayed and haven't taken any since.
It was suggested by Prof Studd that I'm progesterone intolerant?
I'm just so fed up of not feeling right and wonder wether my hrt needs changing or tweaking or if I actually do need more progesterone? I seem to tick all the boxes for low progesterone. I'm even wondering if my bad experience the first time was because I "expected" it?
I keep reading about estrogen dominance and wonder if I have that? My level was on the low end of normal but I didn't have my progesterone tested so I don't know what that is.
Hubby keeps on at me to get in touch with Prof Studd but I really don't know what to say anymore that I haven't already said in previous emails, his replies are very vague and doesn't seem to answer any of my queries
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I'm just still so confused and really unsure where to go from here?
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Any comments, advice, or thoughts are really appreciated
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Thanks
Estelle