Sorry, I haven't had time to reply. I've finally finished decorating (well the inside of the house!)
My biggest problem is being 700 miles away from my children, as I miss them so very much! I didn't know tears could actually squirt straight across a room until a few weeks ago! Just sat on the bed a few weeks back then 'wham' OMG I want my babies - they are 27, 24 and 21, so they aren't babies but by God my heart hurts so much to be away from them.
We moved due to my husband being offered a very good job and a part of me hates him for bringing me here! When I'm low it all comes out whilst the poor man just sits crying (what a bitch)
We have another grandchild on the way and when I collapsed in a heap 'screaming' in pure emotional anguish my husband just said 'baby, enough is enough - I can't put you through this pain so we're going home.' (God I'm crying now)
Anyway, we're finishing off all the silly little cosmetic jobs and either renting or selling. I know we will be here for about another year but I can semi cope with that.
I only had PMT in my early 20's, never had problems with period pains and I ran to clockwork. I'm not sure if I get PMT but I sure do go to some complete 'Jackie Goon Universe.' My periods are now complete and utter agony.
12 days and counting until I see the GP again. She is absolutely marvellous. She did take my hand and told me I had a severe case and told me off for not coming to her sooner.
I have to go to a business meeting later (my husband is a photographer, in his spare time) anyway, we have to go and meet a client to do promotional work for her. I was 'sh*tting hell why do I have to go?' Telling him he had to go alone and if she was a pompous cow I'd tell her to 'shut it'
He won't let me get out of it as he wants me to get out of the house. I just can't trust my mouth these days so I try my hardest to avoid situations, so if she is stuck up I may bash her with a plate hahahaha
During writing this I have: cried, laughed, cried again and laughed again.....
