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[CLKD]

You've got them sorted then    ............

[Suzi Q]

Oh yes you bet your cotton socks I play the petite damoselle
Cos Im so small even the builder whos younger than my son treats me like glass
Im not being funny but its true men and women treat me the same as if Im some very delicate bit of china
Thing is none of them know me you on here probably know the real me more than 95% of my pals do IM secretive
I play a game  I never ever hurt people I dont like gossip if im in a situation where people are gossiping
I just say Im sorry but Ive no problem with so and so and they accept it from me they say things like
Oh Suzy your so nice thats why they arent nasty to you inside Im thinking you aint got a bloody clue of the real me!!!
Id like to say they dont say ahything nasty about me cos they have no reason to I keep my own council
I tell knowone about me inside bar a very selct fw who Ive known for year and years who if anythng was ever said
I could hang them out to dry NOT that I ever would people tell me things and CLKD Ive no idea why
Sometimes I wish they wouldnt remember when my pals hubie killed himself last year ? I hate kowing why he did it
So back to the builders electricians PLumbers Telstra men I court them I dont flirt wouldnt know how if I tried
I dont exactly play the dumb women but I somehow get them to do exactly what I want by being nice and sweet
They dont wak all over me the reverses today Monssonal rain yet I had 3 builders working in MUD
The electricians wrere going to go and I sort of said OHHHH They stayed and carried on all of them in Tropical rain
I look at it they are being well paid if I use anti femiist wiles to get my way and i can get away with it why the ... not
Did the same with Bobbles today I changed the plans to the side of the extension from open to the elements
To enclosing them with wood slats ceiling to floor so no rain can get in Plans were having them open it rained Sunday
The new decking got soaked and I got on CAD and looked and realised Bobbles maybe an enginneer but hed forgot
Hed forgot deck is 6 inches above the ground so you have to almost jump down to get to the grass NO STEP
He didnt think about that He didnt thnk that if the monssonal rain comes it comes in at the sides too
Imagine paying 20.000 pounds to find your extension didnt stop you getting wet which is why we did this to begin with
So me took over today with the builders giving them new checks and new slat size and said ceiling to roof
They didnt say Is that OK with Geoffrey NOPE they just did it Leccies werent gong to fit the Deck lights in for 3 weeks
NOPE tomorrow I said I want all the electrical work finished by 5pm OK 4 men 7am tomorrow done by 4pm thank you
Today all of them saw a different Suzy my fanny is screaming weee weee after a row with Bobbles yesterday
Still got the fear and skippies so in no mood to be ahh hehehehe no firm very today they must think im skitso
Im not me and myself are very happy to be together xxxxxxxx

[CLKD]

You Go Girl 

How are you treating the 'soreness'?

[Limpy]

Well Suzi at least having the builders round is keeping your mind off other things.

Have you told Bobbles you've corrected his plans?
Go Girl Go!

How's your back as well as the "girly bits"?

[Firewalker50]

Good for you SuziQ.
No-one can demand respect.... they have to earn it..... well done Suzi

Hope you find relief for your pain.

Fx

[Suzi Q]

Fanny OK today it was nerves
Heart still racing took 1/2 Beta this morning its eased but not gone looked in last years diary when I had an attack
It took 29 days to go and when it goes it just GOES I wake up no feeling of fear
 Ive only had it since Thursday or Friday forgot to put it in my daily diary
I must have souded dead skitso Geoffrey came home an hour ago for 15 mins to check
Leccies were driving me nuts wheres this wheres that I dont blasted know Why dont you know they sort of cringed!!!!
Anyway yayyyyyyy its 1.15pm and theve finished 3 hours early I probably scared hang on going to write a cheque
Theyve gone yayyyyyy now its just the Builder Josh and his off sider  Hes taking down the shed almost there now
Try to concentrate on breathing last night in bed the Beta wore off I didnt go to bed till 1.30am took it at 5.30
So I just lay there breathing in through my nose and out through my mouth PUSH ladies remember that?
Kept myself busy but can still see that bloody fist and Ive not been out of the house alone since last Wednesday?

[CLKD]

It will take time.  You had a HUGE adrenaline rush!

[Suzi Q]

Thanks Sweetie
Its weird last year it came back the night we were in NSW a gang of us and I awake at 3am to a fist fight
Right outside the Motel screams and running someone fell against the door and whossh next morning it was there
As I said 29 days it lasted please hope it dont last that long this time
I posted a letter this late aftenoon and my legs ached just going to the post office
Oddly or maybe not this year my legs have been aching very easitly I suppose its age and the fact Im no longer walking 12klms a week Have to slowly get back i to walking I mean its no biggie 300yrds is the BEACH IM just lazy 

[CLKD]

I have gotten lazier too, with all the rain in the UK during 2012 I gave up walking which usually I love.  We went for a long stroll on Sunday and I am determined to help my whole body by getting out anda bout more often.

I have read this week "The Lost Child" ........ certainly an eye opener in how self centred and controlling young people can be!

[ariadne]

A couple years later, 1980, really liked Dire Straits Romeo and Juliet. Especially the line
You shouldn't come round here  singing up at people like that - still makes me laugh

Me too - I really like that line. "Singing up at people like that" - Makes me smile too.

ariadne xx

Sorry - was ctaching up and didn't notice how far back that post was so probably doesn't make much sense now I've posted it.

[CLKD]

Not to worry .........  - I often need to trawl back a couple of pages tos ee what myself has written 

[Limpy]

Ariadne - it makes perfect sense

[Suzi Q]

I have to as well cos I forget what someones said hehehehe

[CLKD]

 

[Firewalker50]

Not to worry .........  - I often need to trawl back a couple of pages tos ee what myself has written 

I thought it was only me!  More worryingly, I do it at work.  I read something and think "I wonder who wrote that" and then am surprised when I see it is me.   Bit scary though

Fx