Well a quick update. Took Mum to the home on Monday. The room was lovely, Mum was very positive and all was well. My sister and I stayed for some time with her then went home congratulating one another on how well it had all gone. At 7pm the phone rang - it was the home saying Mum was distressed. She came on the phone sobbing, saying she couldn't stay and wanted to go home. Hubbt and I rushed down. Luckily it is only two minutes away. We spent a lot of time settling her. She seemed to be having a panic attack. She eventually agreed to stay overnight and give it a chance.
This afternoon I went to visit and spoke to the person in charge. She said Mum was miserable and felt that there was no-one at her level who she could speak to. I did notice when I went in that most of them were either sleeping or staring into space. I asked her opinion and she said she agreed with Mum. So I took Mum up to her room, comforted her, went home for a suitcase, returned with it to pack and took Mum home to my house. I have to say the staff were lovely. Absolutely the kind of people who you would want to have looking after your elderly Mum. I just think the circumstances were wrong. Cuddles all round when she left. So Mum is now back home. We plan to take her to her GP to address her problems which we now think are panic attacks and depression and hopefully she will be happier to stay on her own for a while longer. Feeling very stressed tonight!