Thankyou for your kind encouragements!
I am 70, although my body is, my brain thinks I'm loads younger. I had a hysterectomy at 45,HRT for 4years,then breast cancer followed(sorted👍 ) so no more HRT. WHAM, brain went off the rails big time, so ADs, then tried without 😱big mistake so back on. The worse thing is the excessive cortisol(I assume) giving morning anxiety and nausea, it does ease later on in the day and I'm 'me' again. Looking back, I was chucked in at the deep end from the start and have tried to cope with all this rubbish on my own. This is the first time I feel that someone does understand, phew, thank goodness👍