Hi Zen.
I really feel for you. It must be difficult trying different HRT regimes and still not feeling right. I saw Prof Studd about 4 years ago and the regime he prescribed for you, that's the same HRT he put me on. I couldn't tolerate that at all and just felt much worse. It wasn't a good time for me with bad anxiety at that time. I'm on evorel conti now, better on that. I do a lot of running every day, I think that helps with my mental health. I still get days when I don't feel right. It's not easy with the menopause. I had thyroiditis a few years ago, a virus of the thyroid. I hadn't heard of that before, it happened at the time of the menopause, it went back to normal after a few months. Hope you get things sorted and you feel better soon. I went through some really bad times. Xx