Hi ladies,feeling quite down at the moment,i think i am peri still but not sure. I went on hrt in 2016 as i had been feeling low and anxious for some time,but took myself off it as didnt feel any better. Then last year i was so poorly with depression and anxiety also fear,it was horrific i wanted to die every day,i was off work for 8 months. I went back on hrt femoston 1/10 and i think it helped abit but i thought i needed a higher dose,also wanted transdermal as i heard it was safer. I was given evorel conti patches and was on them for about 4 months,but had problems with them sticking,so i asked for gel but dr wouldnt give me it,so i am now 1 month on femoston 2/10 and feeling down and having headaches. Any advice much appreciated xx