Well, it's day 4 and I'm still feeling nothing - no side effects at least but no benefits either. Will keep trying unless it starts causing me problems. Due to increase dose to 150 mg at the end of this week - maybe that'll have an effect. I'm due to go to the Penny Brohn Centre (Cancer retreat centre near Bristol where you can go and get looked after, fed and given lots of health advice, support etc., all for free) tomorrow for two nights. Ordinarily I'd be thinking 'yay, two nights away in a hotel, no cookin/cleaning/washing up etc.)' but because of the anxiety and general feelings of unsafety I'm really terrified, even though I've been there before and I know how good they are. Just the thought of being away from the security of home is really scary right now. But I'm also really determined to go - will let you know how I get on x