You poor thing- frankly when I have days like this (and I do a lot at the moment) I figure I have to do whatever it takes to get through the next few hours, so whether that's having a bath in the middle of the day, watching TV all day, going to bed for a bit, whatever it takes just stop making a value judgement about it and do it. A few hours later you'll feel differently and able to get up and do something more active for a bit. Try to live in the moment and stop worrying about what's going to happen tomorrow/next week/next year. In my experience one things for sure - things never stay the same for very long. Big hugs xxx