Thank you all so much for helping me out with this one -Littleminnie Cubagirl and all of you -

I've always been rubbish at holidays. I think it stems from chrons disease at 24 and not being able to go on holiday for most of my adult life owing to operations etc. Plus no confidence, I have a bag I'm overweight - hardly beach material. But since my 50s my health is better so I am now able to go but I'm rubbish at booking . I think because deep down I'd rather stay at home I lack the initiative. S yesterday when I had a lovely encouraging lady I was fine, today was different. But think it's sorted now - got to phone in huge morning . Then get the credit card out

Doesn't help that our bathroom has costs loads, plus other things coming in that need paying. But hubby loves going away - our time he calls it and he is right I know
Night all and thank you xx