Menopause Matters Forum
Menopause Discussion => All things menopause => Topic started by: Cringlo on July 30, 2013, 08:36:22 PM
-
Hi everyone,
I've been looking at this forum for a few weeks now and have finally built up the courage to write a post.
I'm 52 and have been suffering miserably with flushes, diabolical night sweats, fatigue and terrible melancholy for the last 3 years. I haven't been to my GP because I don't want to take HRT.
The flushes and night sweats are awful but i'm living with them but the fatigue and melancholy is getting worse - I can't watch TV programmes if there is a death, old sad movies, difficult documentaries etc because I just cry and cry - ridiculous.
Is the tiredness and fatigue normal? I used to have bags of energy but now find i'm closing my eyes watching the 1 o'cloak midday news or have to take 40 winks at around 5pm - is this normal?
Would be grateful for any input or advice
Thanks in advance
Cringlo
-
All sounds normal!!! I am 53 and have been on HRT patches for a few months and vaginal oestrogen for 4 years. My quality of life is 100 times better! No more flushes, no anxiety. Still have forgetfulness and some fatigue but I work/drive a lot.
I think quality of life is important so I opt to take meds.
Maybe a trip to your GP to discuss would do you good?
There may natural options that someone can suggest, I never got on with any I tried, but we are all different!!
Welcome and you will find a lot of help here
-
Hi Cringlo and welcome,
I'm in perimeno and find the fatigue quite debilitating too. I'm not on hrt but I went to my gp and asked for blood tests just to make sure there wasn't anything else going on. Bloods came back fine and I did get peace of mind from this.
I find myself nodding off during the day too. I'm sorry I'm not much help. Just wanted you to know you're not alone.
Claire x
-
Thanks claireyou, its sooooooooooooo reassuring to know you're not alone!!
I just feel so depressed at the woman I was and the woman i have become - its hard to get my head around. I just think will it ever end and sometimes looking at this forum it seems it can go on for 10-15 years - don't know if I could cope with that.
Thanks for taking the time to talk to me.
Cringlo
-
You're welcome,
I get days when I can't even look in the mirror cos of the old lady looking back at me. Put washing on the line today and hoovered and then needed a sit down cos I was aching :(
Have a chat with go just to discuss hrt maybe ? At the end of the day you don't have to take it if you don't want to. It's your body. Do what feels right.
Claire x
-
Many thanks Claireylou,
I know I should go for a 'chat' but just feel they will push me into HRT because my symptons are so awful. I truly don't want to take it and if I could go down any other route I would!!
I'm going through a lot at the moment and I need my old strength back - i'm not working on all four cylinders and I have to because people are relying on me - how do you cope? Any tips would be gratefully received!
Cringlo
-
Pace yourself. If you feel tired stop and rest. Be kind to yourself. Try and allow for some "me" time. Go for a gentle stroll, have a nice soak in a hot bath. Just know your limits and listen to your body x
-
Thank you claireylou, much appreciated for you time and I rather think I must start taking some 'me time'.
GOD - WHO WOULD BE A WOMAN?????
Cringlo x
-
Welcome to the forum.
Could I ask why you are so against HRT?
If you have a look at the green menu on the left there is advice on alternative remedies. Some of our members are using these methods with varying degrees of success.
You should at least discuss your options with your GP. It's very easy to blame everything on meno. Perhaps blood tests to make sure everything is working as it should.
Really the only sure way of getting rid of flushes is HRT. Are you still getting periods or have they stopped.
There is help but sometimes it does come in the form of replacing hormones.
Honeyb
X
-
Hi Honeybun,
Thanks for posting, much appreciated. I don't want to take HRT because of the obvious increased cancer concerns and probably my biggest concern (so vain, I know) i'm terrified of gaining weight. I have friends who are taking HRT and all of them have gained weight. I'm depressed enough already and gaining weight naturally with the menopause so I really can't cope with the thought of gaining MORE weight with HRT.
I'd like to try and get through the menopause without HRT but, I have to admit that the depressive thoughts, uncontrollable crying and fatigue is becoming intolerable.
I went 11 months without a period last year but then on New Year's Day had a show so I feel i'm back to square one on that score!!
Thanks for caring xx
-
Many women don't put on any weight with HRT.
I guess it's all down to quality of life. HRT will help with your aches and pains, improve your mood and help with the flushes.
There are other options though. Have you tried St John's Wort for your mood. It can really help. There also is anti depressants which can also help with the flushes.
I really do think you should speak to your GP. There is no need to suffer when there are options.
The forum is here for support because it really does help to know you are not suffering alone.
Honeyb
X
-
Hi Honeybun,
I think i'll try the St. John's Wort - it had some bad publicity in the past and I think thats why I didn't pursue it - but I think I will give it a go now.
I hear what you're saying about a quality of life but having struggled with my weight all my life and gaining weight naturally with the menopause and watching my friends gaining weight with HRT its hard to believe that I will be lucky enough for it not to affect me!! and therefore add to my bad frame of mind.
Thanks for your suggestion and I will follow it up.
Best wishes.
Cringlo xx
-
Have a look at other alternatives listed.
I have a friend who is doing very well on sage. It helps with the flushes.
Keep posting, lots of support here.
Honeyb
X
-
Hi & welcome.
I'm on HRT, but did have a break a few years back. It was hell! Flushes, sweats, fatigue, blubbing over slightest thing. Whilst on the break I tried alternatives, some prescribed. Nothing worked. I decided on life quality. I'm on oestrogen only and meno consultant had said I can stay on it until I'm 60, so 3 years to go. Though I believe those ladies on combined HRT should stop earlier.
-
I'm on combined HRT CG. Sixty is still considered the time to come off it. I have six months left.... :o
Taz x
-
Hi Cubagirl,
Many thanks for your posting. Have you gained any weight being on the oestrogen only HRT?
Cringlo
-
Hi Taz, oops. Just going by what my meno consultant told me. Said I was fine for now as on oestrogen only. She said if I was on combined it would have been younger.
Cringlo I have put on weight, but not sure it is the HRT. My mum was never on HRT and she put on weight. Think weight gain is more to do with our metabolism slowing down. Unfortunately happens at around same time as menopause.
-
It's amazing how different meno consultants give different advice!
Taz x
-
So long as we are happy as we are, that's all that matters Taz. I stick by quality of life every time.
-
Hi
Sorry to hear you are feeling rough but unfortunately it is normal. Like you I had been going through it for about 12-18 months before a visit to my GP, things got so bad that I thought I didn't love my man anymore and eventually we split up! It didn't change how I was feeling, my depression and anxiety got really bad and I had a breakdown. Eventually I accepted it could be the menopause and visited my GP, it was confirmed by blood and urine tests, I opted for HRT as I was only jus 44 at the time, I'm still not 100% but I don't get any flushes, I sleep better and my partner and I got back together 14 months ago and are better that we have ever been. HRT is a massive decision and it can take a while to stabilise on it, like I say I'm not 100% yet but I'm definitely getting there. If you research HRT you will see the benefits far out weigh negatives and statistics are all listed too, I know it can increase occurrences of some things but it also gives protection against others. Ultimately it is your decision what you do but I wish you luck in whatever you choose.
Shellb
xXx