Newbie here

Been following along in moments of vulnerability and have found this forum to be a great support.
Just turned 40, on the mini pill and was prescribed Evorel Sequi patches a month ago, thought I was getting a life changing birthday present but got way more than I bargained for.
I'm not trying to cause alarm as I know so many people who have had brilliant results with these patches but sadly for me that hasn't been the case. Started the Evorel 50 patches and within 24 hours every mental health condition I suffered with over 20 years came back with a bang. Agoraphobia, OCD, PTSD and major panic attacks with no clear triggers. Haven't been on medication for mental health conditions or had a panic attack for years, but within hours of sticking that wee patch on I was absolutely beside myself with fear and continued to have multiple panic attacks every day, including nocturnal panic attacks.
Rode out the first 2 weeks thinking there would be an adjustment period but the only thing that adjusted was my mood after starting the Evorel conti patch. In between panic attacks I was an inconsolable, weeping mess and having extremely dark thoughts. Crippling anxiety or depression and nothing in between. Managed a whole week on the conti part before I called the GP in an absolute frenzy.
Went this morning and was told to stop the patches immediately and have been prescribed propranolol and diazepam to manage my symptoms while my hormones adjust.
Reading some of the posts on here, I know I'm not alone in this, but has anyone experienced this particularly on the estrogen part? What has been your experience abruptly stopping HRT?
I've been on some version of the pill since I was 14 and have never reacted so terribly to hormones. Going back to the GP in two weeks to see where I'm at symptoms wise and have been assured there alternative forms of HRT that I can try, but going off this experience, I would rather suffer the peri symptoms. Just hope 3 weeks on the patches hasn't set me back years in therapy and work to get to some sort of normality!!