Big hugs, Gipsy Rose Lee
Remember, it's still early days in your HRT journey. Looking back, HRT took me at least three to four months to kick in. I was then strong enough to switch to a combined pill, rather than HRT, as my doctor felt at my age (40s) my body needed stronger, more controlling oestrogen rather than just a 'top up'.
What you need to keep reminding yourself is that the bad days, whilst still there, will gradually reduce in number and you will hopefully feel stronger to deal with them when they do occur. I used to feel so bleak and negative, like 'this will never end,' whereas now I tend to ride the hormonal storm, rest, eat as my body wants and most importantly of all, resist the temptation to beat myself up for being 'pathetic'... knowing things will at some point once again improve really does help x.